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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:40 PM
And here I am. Waiting for nothing; except for time to pass.

Jeezus, I'm so depressing to listen to. Don't read me. You have the choice not to.

Well, the quality of the days have been better but the deadlines of it aren't. I've got college applications to worry about and I'm almost halfway there.

I honestly have no idea what I want. I almost never do, but I try to make do with what I have. At least. It's just that time is passing by way too quick and I've never seen time do that before.

I'm at the end of the line here.

Maybe it's not just me. I've seen how my friends are acting, it's the same for them too. Some just aren't as...productive or follow-through-y...

I'm scared. That's all I am. That's all I feel.

My classes are good. Enough work is put into them and given to me. It finally feels like school, but I feel it's kind of too late for it to be so harsh on us. Or at least like a school.

Life isn't helping me out anymore. Time isn't waiting. It never does and I never know what to do next. I feel like I'm not in control of my life anymore and I'm being manipulated.

No one manipulates me. Ever.

I mean, I'm ready for the higher life with college and all, don't get me wrong. But I'm not ready ready. Time is pushing me too fast, too soon. I'm sorry for whining about time and yadayada but it's specifically hitting me hard right now. Damn you, Time.

Oh and I managed to change my classes to my teacher-preference and I love it. My teachers are awesome and a few are quite inspiring. Finally.

I wonder how this year's going to turn out.

Wow. I really need to go get my permit too...

Being a high school senior is hard work. When you haven't really caught senioritis yet.

This year's gonna be a struggle.

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  • Listening to: [The Doors - People Are Strange]
  • Playing: [Piano]
  • Drinking: [NyQuil]
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  • Current Residence: Necropolis, CA [310.626.714]
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: S&M; +
  • Interests: Sleeping; Art; Dreaming; Animals; Nature; Drawing; Music; Underground; Traveling; Etc. +
  • Favourite movie: AI; TheCell; EdwardScissorhands; Beetlejuice; Matrix; IntervieWiTheVampire; TheCrow; +
  • Favourite band or musician: MSI; Placebo; Muse; Pendulum; HIM; MM; BlaqkAudio; ImperativeReaction; DepecheMode; PorcupineTree; +
  • Favourite genre of music: Industrial; Alternative; Electronica; Techno; AcidHouse; Progressive; Classical; Indie; Post-Punk; +
  • Favourite artist: SalvadorDalí; H.R.Giger; Manga-kas; Otakus; MyFriends; TemporalArtists; +
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.Vasquez; A.Tan; N.Gaiman; S.Meyer; F.Jiménez; H.P.Lovecraft; CLAMP; R.Dahl; Aesop; C.Barker;
  • Favourite photographer: GenericPhotographers; +
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract; Surrealism; ArtNouveau; Photography; Literature; Clothing; Plushies; TangibleInventions; +
  • Shell of choice: TMNT♥x
  • Favourite game: PKMNDiamond; Okami; PMD2; KHII; KH; BurnOutRevenge; MetroidPrime; Tak; ParasiteEveIⅈ SH; RE;
  • Favourite gaming platform: NDS; PS2; GBSP; +
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi; Courage; SamuraiJack; Felix; Gumby&Pokey; +
  • Personal Quote: "Robots Make Me Horny."
  • Tools of the Trade: MechaPencils&RoboPorn; +
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~In-the-Dark11 10 hours 37 minutes ago
:) aww

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~buneary45 Nov 7, 2009, 10:16:16 PM
^^ no problem~

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oh god what am i doing with my life?!?
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~IV13 Oct 26, 2009, 1:48:11 PM
yeah. I'm taking pictures!

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~TheLoneCookie Oct 12, 2009, 6:47:27 PM
REJOICE!!!!!


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Can I lick the crumbs from your table?
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~tenshi-or-tenma Oct 1, 2009, 3:00:51 AM
:)

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~hinata661 Sep 27, 2009, 7:12:19 PM
Thanks for the fave~

You have a wonderful gallery. <3

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D3ATH is to truely be ALiiV3...

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